I feel like I really wanna start getting my life together. Its Spring and I wanna put out some new shoots and let some old parts of me get pruned. I'm a tree reaching for more light. I have lots of ideas... I want to stop eating meat except maybe once a month or so. I wanna go for hikes by myself and enjoy it. I want to do things because I want to do them, not because I want to find a girlfriend or friends. Fuck trying for friends, I have the ones I have and will make the ones I make.